antics

I’m wearing a well fitted tux with a cream satin blouse underneath and black heels. It’s ten o’clock in the morning and  Ryan is over at my house. he is sitting in my living room.  I'm walking back from the kitchen with water and i light a cigarette. I explain to Ryan that i am running on 24 hour time and i have not slept yet. I then offer him a vodka but he declines. i then receive  a phone call from Ben he says that he is going to come over and i ask him to bring some coffee. i then ask ryan if he wants one and he says sure then i ask ben to get four coffees. i say to ryan that my friend ben is going to come over and he says cool. We sit and chat for a little while and then ben arrives with the coffees. he walks straight into my house with out knocking as if it is very familiar and he has a level of comfort where he does not feel the need. ben then asks if i have any vodka and i say yes and i go to the kitchen to get it. i just bring the bottle no glasses. ben is standing and when i come back i play hard to get with the bottle of vodka. ben and i are laughing and he starts to tickle me. I'm laughing so much that i end up on the floor and ben continues to tickle me and then stops. we appear to be on coke. he is kneeling in front of me and he takes a swig of the vodka. he then passes it to me and i take a swig as well and whilst doing so i look up at ryan and our eyes connect. then my phone rings and is my psychiatrist and she says Leah you are late for you’re appointment she then goes on the say that she is not a general practitioner  and her time is very valuable and i should of cancelled. i then say i forgot and apologize. then i say i will call back to make another appointment. then say bye. ben then says ha! you have a psychiatrist.  I'm a troubled genius in a laughing tone. we both laugh. i then crawl over to ryan and sit at his feet and rest against his legs. i then turn to face him and i lift his shirt a little and kiss his hip. i then get up to go to the bathroom and while I'm gone ben says to ryan that leah speaks of you a lot, she loves you.