Four cups of coffee and one swine

Four cups of coffee later and you start to wonder where this is headed. Over the hill and far away there lived a girl who liked to spend much time alone. Friends would come and go and she would listen to music by way of her computer. She liked to read and write but most of all she liked to watch herself. Some might say self indulgent swine others may say how lucky she is to be her own best friend. 

self plus books and a bottle of wine. the rest comes later

Dexter said to Conrad

Rescue me from suburban hell, Dexter said to Conrad.  In one foal swoop Conrad came from the East and Dexter jumped into the moving car. Conrad could clearly see the effects that suburban hell was having on Dexter. There was a slight shake to him and an energy that felt indifferent. Conrad couldn’t quite put his finger on it. Ah ha! I have the perfect thing for you Dexter, reach into the glove compartment there is something very lovely indeed in there. It will help take the edge of until we reach the bustling streets of the inner city, Conrad said. Dexter reached in and pulled out a very well rolled and nicely sized joint. He got out the lighter in his pocket and lit that puppy. He thought to himself, this will do the trick.  They went off into the night with no plan except to lose them selves in the city. Once night falls they are both at the peak of their creativity. They are both very abled young men. With youth on side, the world is their oyster. 

A fucking contradiction

Diet ads telling us we can lose weight without dieting. Thats a contradiction in it’s self. Someone alert the authorities. You know how they say you only notice these things because you have some sort of subconscious mind to seek them out. Well, I assure you I don’t. Well, at least I don’t think I do. I have never been on a diet. Um for a little while I was only smoking cigarettes drinking wine, coffee. I became very dehydrated fast and I lost weight. No seriously, it taught me many things. Like, drinking a bottle of wine on an empty stomach gets me trashed and if I want to fit into size six jeans again I'll have to resume to my old ways. 

Seduce Yourself

That thing that i got

So here goes.....

I got this thing, you know this thing that i got’s. This thing i got’s it goes something like this; that thing you know that that i got’s. That thing, you know that thing that i got’s. 

Too many damn stories, i need more time! 

You know that thing. Well, I’ve got it! 

Art Inspired Art. Oh Muse!

Lonely and unsure of himself, thirteen-year-old Logan (played by Malcolm Stumpf) develops a crush on bad boy Rodeo Walker (played by Patrick White). They bond over a shared interest in the parrots  that roam the countryside around their high school, and a shared alienation from school life. As the film progresses, Logan’s infatuation with Rodeo escalates into awkwardly sexual phone calls to him under the assumed guise of a girl named “Leah.” When Rodeo demands to actually meet “Leah,” Logan is left with a dilemma he may not be ready for.

In a mist thou shall not find what one seeks

in a moment

i feel that my secret life is not showing through because i only have one at the moment.

 However, in saying that i could have two in a moment. 

she’s electric man 

I'll show you

The boy with Galliano in his hand.

As I ride the train I can hear some really bad techno. I can also see a young man drinking Galliano straight from the bottle. Smiling contently to himself, I wonder what he is thinking about. A girl perhaps or maybe a boy. I wonder why he is drinking. Is he an alcoholic? Is he nervous about meeting up with the girl and or boy? Maybe he is experimenting with alcohol on the train and seeing where his antics take him. 

A Whisper

A whisper of eye contact. 

A fleeting whisper. 

A simple scream.

A scream down the microphone should be exactly that. There is no room for distortion. It is very important for one to understand the power of raw beauty. This is why I am a lover of rock ’n’ roll. The music alone with the lifestyle stand by the premise of these principals. Simplicity is good, alone with a great mind that is the key. 

By the way.

German pop music corny as fuck. Not ‘a fuck’ rather corny like Swiss army chocolate. 

Too critical not at all critical. Blonde on Blonde spoke to me by way of the radio. Two girls secretly in love. It doesn't make me worry at all. I’m never going to say I'm sorry. I know it makes you worry.