Tuesday, August 31, 2010

This mess I'm in.

Okay, let’s get this whole business of writing on the road shall we? Now if I were to go on, typically I would start off with the question; Anything new of late? However, in this case I wanted to go with something new/else. I mean, I am not a very accomplished writer by any means, although, I do enjoy it... Oh man, I’ve got nothing. I have had a slight case of vertigo today as a result of not taking my meds for three days and my head is not exactly how it should be. Plus, I have had a rather strange sleeping pattern of late and that has not helped either. Perhaps when I am back on track I’ll be able to come back to this and write something remotely readable. I feel now that anything I were to write wouldn’t even be worth reading, including this, somewhat mundane entry. Please excuse this mess.  

Monday, August 30, 2010

Case Study

Didn't take my pills for three days and I'm left with a mild case of vertigo. It is defiantly one of the more annoying side-effects. However, headaches take the cake for the most painful... I need cuddles. 

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Obvious

What else can you write about, apart from stating the obvious? 


  I guess my dreams have had a large baring on my mind of late. Which conjures up foreign feelings, that tend to linger, I find it a queer happening. 


Well, that is a start, I guess; do you care to elaborate on that? I mean, could you describe such feelings in detail? 


  Oh no, the thoughts and feelings I have are my own. 


Wednesday, August 11, 2010

trekking forward

While in the past I have started entries with thoughts about how mundane they might be, I guess this is no different. Anything worthy of note of late? Still out of love which is boring. I’m still having vivid dreams which is fun. However, nightmares are not. I screwed the crew and in turn fell on my own sword. Friendship still fragile, although at this stage I care less. Still emotionally-immature/fucked-up however, I think it is improving, but I would be in the right mind to avoid acid because it gives me a clarity I’m not ready for. I’ve stopped drinking at home without any conscious effort; none needed. Stumbled across some brilliant music recently which is always great. Haven’t dabbled at all recently to my demise. 

That shall change starting now. I’m starting to understand the complexities of XR, which I am sorry that it has taken so long. However, I feel at times, this may lead me to being a bit apathetic. And to end, trekking through Iran on horse back for ten days then onto Turkey is starting to look like an actual possibility. Did I just meet my traveling partner? For wheels? 

Sunday, August 8, 2010

(?)

should I be happy that I finally discovered that I'm basically an unhappy person?




Thursday, August 5, 2010