While in the past I have started entries with thoughts about how mundane they might be, I guess this is no different. Anything worthy of note of late? Still out of love which is boring. I’m still having vivid dreams which is fun. However, nightmares are not. I screwed the crew and in turn fell on my own sword. Friendship still fragile, although at this stage I care less. Still emotionally-immature/fucked-up however, I think it is improving, but I would be in the right mind to avoid acid because it gives me a clarity I’m not ready for. I’ve stopped drinking at home without any conscious effort; none needed. Stumbled across some brilliant music recently which is always great. Haven’t dabbled at all recently to my demise.
That shall change starting now. I’m starting to understand the complexities of XR, which I am sorry that it has taken so long. However, I feel at times, this may lead me to being a bit apathetic. And to end, trekking through Iran on horse back for ten days then onto Turkey is starting to look like an actual possibility. Did I just meet my traveling partner? For wheels?
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